...almost ready to sleep

So tired, but can't sleep. Today is our Monica's bday! She's had a rough year so she needs to celebrate this bday! It's a new or different beginning to a new year n I hope it's filled with more excitement and reminders of a good future more than its disappointments. Happy bday Monica! Hope we can celebrate soon!

What is a day in the daily grind without small goals or hopes for the day? Normal boring Wednesday- n what will make it fun? Good breakfast,lots of accomplishment, and one thing in the day that makes me giggle. Could it be DD and the dinner talk? Them crazy local folks on kccn...or a small happening on my way to or from work. I have a job, a wonderful family, a house to live in, good health, and only room go up from here :D

Gotta stay positive to face the gruel of the grind.

Letting go

I guess life is like a series of cycles of new encounters, forming a bond, and then letting go. Some with longer cycles than others. There are continuous waves of new reality that one must get used to throughout life. For example, family members are there from birth and remain a family member thru death. The relationship may change and even be absent at times. But there is this constant understanding that they can be called upon no matter what. Sometimes our friends are our family. I've started to change my perspective on that...if you're lucky enough to find a friend that you can categorize as family, hold on to them. And fight for that rare friendship. Never let the other fight for it alone. Cherish that friendship for as long as you have it cuz u don't know when it may be gone...I'll just leave it at that...